24 February 2010

hardships

My sweet roommate is the hospital for the foreseeable future. Tim thinks he has a heart defect. My two best friends have started dating each other. I just got home from the hospital and must be back in 8 hours. I haven't slept in days. Today is my brother's 22nd birthday and I haven't seen him in over 2 years. I miss my parents, Little Rat, the cows. I'm scared to sleep in this house alone. My friend's father died Monday. I have so much school work to do and literally no idea how it's going to get done. My ex boyfriend sent me a sad email. No answers to my questions. No money. No time. A two day headache...

I was doing just fine - holding it together like a true champion - until the Visa commercial with the Chinese Olympic ice skaters came on.

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