06 April 2008

How to see clearly

Remove the lump from your
throat and put it in your pocket.
Keep it there. Walk a way. Wait.

Ignore the lonely moon for now.
The old man, too, and the spring rain
pasting the street with yellow leaves.
Remember: this is nothing new. Not
the cool air in your strong lungs. Not
the single bird watching from its high
wire. Now is not the time to stop. Not
for verbena, not for dear friends, not
even for the dead or newly dying.

Wait for a Tuesday - a Tuesday in mid-
July. Wait for a plain hour so hot that
it has stripped itself down to skin and
bone, down to planks of wood, down
to those unsurprising elements. 3:oo.

Step away from your life for a minute,
leave the building now and stand on the
street corner until the last young mother
pushes the last new baby out of sight.

Take the lump from your pocket and
watch as it crumbles in your hand.
Left with the fine dry dust, be happy.
When the wind picks up, uncurl
your fingers and let the grit swirl
around you. Open your eyes wide.
Keep them open and walk in the storm.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

c'mon kate! keep going! stay strong! these are all great.